原來 所有 所得 所獲 不如一夜的星空
a friend was talking about creating experiences with people; and meeting for dinners does not count towards that. Do something out of your routine, something out of your comfort zone. I really wanted to tell her “Yes I’m totally for that. But who wants to?” it might be an epiphany for her; of creating experience with people, lying down on road sides and looking at the night sky
Sanitise.
I don’t know if it’s weird that I am seeing this word often because I’ve started reading on databases and php although backend has never been my thing and if I can get away from it I am going to. But somehow this word kept popping up when I’m thinking about how I should write this post.
Been talking to people, actually I’m always talking to people, and once in a while I stumble upon things that radically change my idea of the people I know. Most of the time people tell me things, and of course as always I’m good at keeping my face straight, but thoughts still linger long and after.
It’s so old and tiring to say “yes everyone has a past”, am I the only person to find it harder to accept theirs? I have been making a point not to judge but these thoughts overwhelm
Fever’s End
Album on loop, to and fro work. As usual I’m listening without knowing what the songs are about; but this clip, I’ve watched it over and again. I don’t know if the words are ‘relate to’, I just felt that here tablo is putting a lot of my incoherent thoughts into comprehensible sentences. A little jaded, slightly disillusioned but still hopeful
Mixtape Monday
It’s just suddenly everyone that I’ve ever liked/am still liking is trying to push something out, grabbing my attention and robbing me of my free time. Sodagreen, after a two year hiatus, is going to release a new album in four days. There’s just something about qingfeng’s new found angst that doesn’t go that well with me. With a second listening, a third, it gets better lar. I like how he is still treating his lyrics well; be it the lyrics themselves or how he presents them visually.
There is the k-worthy 喜歡寂寞, the “I thought I was watching a Mr Children PV” 你在煩惱什麼 and “hey this feels fresh!” 如果凝結就是愛
I’m still listening to her “Ten Days in the Madhouse”. But that is also the only album from her that I listen to. I like the concept of that album. This..?
From “Ten Days”: 少年維特 (The Sorrows of Young Werther)
I’m excited for this. Finally, a full album. The last two EPs were so bad crazy I just ignored them.
做人最重要的還是熱血 慢慢長大吧我們
Infinity Challenge Rowing Special Final
I can harp on this forever. But I guess each of us must have that something you cannot put down, that problem you cannot solve, that itch you cannot scratch. And for me, it is still that struggle between bearing responsibility, becoming an acceptable adult and not wanting to grow up, staying stubborn.
A part of me fears commitment. So I’ve always tried to keep my options open, work on more things so you get to choose in the future. When is the future then? When can I say I have given enough thought to settle on something I know I want to work on for a whole lifetime worth?
Money troubles me too. I used to think that talking about money makes things cheap. Aren’t passion and interest far more important? But I know I want to be independent financially as soon as possible; my strangely nomadic relatives might find it weird why I am still stuck at home at this age.
I don’t know if I have convinced myself well enough. Go out and get your hands dirty; ride the mule while you search for the horse.
In the meantime keep it fresh, fun, curious. And I know the folks at Infinity Challenge will too.
